So I realized that I CAN'T move. This blog has some sort of uhmm... sentimental value. (I knooow. EEEEWW. But whatev. It's sorta that way. Hahaha) so I decided to keep this and then have an alternate page instead.

No, it won't be a secret blog but I'm planning to post there the ubershort entries like the (non-sense) random quotes I just made or whatever one-liners I have in mind. Oh and vids and photos are easier to upload there too!! Sooooo.. you get the point, right?

But as I've said, I'ma put entries there first. It's still darn empty. Hahaha. And I'm havin a hard time with the html codes. (I like CSS better. That's why I heart Blogdrive. Aww.. Hahaha)

And it's not a blog. It's a tumblelog! (Try Google. I'm not in the mood for a looong explanation. )


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Oh and I still haven't updated THIS blog's sidebar. Shocker. I sooo NEED to update that. Esp the "pevorits" part. Hahaha.. Sheesh. When did I put those?? Aeons ago??


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Regarding the review, I got 84% of the items correct with the last exam. Yey! That means I got 152/180. Hahaha. Okay, I can skip a few days again. Haha. Lazy girl.

*ahem*

TECHNIQUE: they usually get questions from the questionnaire booklets. Meaning, I have been through with most of the items. The question and the answers are exactly the same. (Andayaaaaa) Hahaha. It's STRATEGY.

Kiddin.

We're all doing the same thing.

Hahaha.


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Today, I've been to Jenny's mother's wake and I saw my old friends from freshie year. It was nice to see them again and hang-out. But it's sad though that this is the only time that we were able to reunite.

(Jen, Condolences to you and your family )

And guys, I missed you. Hope to hang-out with you again in another set-up. Just like the old days...




Sheesh.

When did I become so cheesy?? I think I'll have to track down what I type now. And this blog is the witness to the transformation.

So again, eew. Hahaha.


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Tomorrow is Dad's birthday!

Hope you have a great one dad! I have no idea what mom's plans are but sorry.. your daughter's broke. I'ma make it up when I get a job.




Hopefully.

Haha.


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Excuse this entry, I'm obviously NOT in the mood for writing. I just had to share.



There goes random queen.



Awt.

SORRY.

Lately, I've been surrounded by love-struck people. Not that it's weird but realizing that I'm 21 and I've never been in love, (Yes, I haven't. Don't ask why. I have no idea either) makes me realize that I'm missing out A LOT. And I did miss out on a lot of things already.

I don't know.. I just... didn't care, I guess.

As I've said before, "I don't pay attention to things I don't care about." And by that, I mean it in general. Like, if it doesn't get my attention, I have no idea that it exists at all. 

Uhmm.. Okay.. that's so passively mean. Let me rephrase:
If it does not get my attention, I have no interest to learn about it further.

There.. Better? Hahaha.

That sounded like a normal idea. But if you know me that well in person, you realize that those "things" are fewer than few. Hahaha. Like "I have my own world. Get outta here!" Hahaha.

.  .  .

Okay so I'm naturally mean. What??

*sigh*

Those things that DIDN'T interest me...
one of them is being in love. I USED to trash the idea and laugh at the maudlin-ish way that it controls the behavior of people. I THOUGHT it sucked.

Yeah, so people who knows me from high school til three years ago have known me for being sooo negative about it. I even received this COOL t-shirt as an 18th birthday present:
(Thanks guys! I could've worn it but it doesn't fit me anymore  It's still in my room though. Wait til I lose more weight. Haha )

SEE??? BWAHAHAHA!!!

I WAS a teenage hater. Eew. Hahaha.

Funny but now that I'm slowly accepting the fact that I'm growing up, and maturity is finally waking up my senses once in a while... I'm no longer a hater. Yey!

But I'm NOT in love either. There's a difference. All I'm saying is I'm no longer a hater.

*long pause*

So what's with the long intro? Err.. yeah, actually that was just an intro.

Because I saw an old (but really schweet it caught my attention. haha) post and though I've read it so many times before, I'm still posting it up. Haha.. And I think that being in love doesn't suck at all anymore. I changed my opinion. I take back what I said a few years ago. *raises white flag* Hahaha.

Boy: What do you want more than anything?
Girl: To be standing in the middle of the street in the pouring rain and have the love of my life kissing me. What about you?
Boy: To be the one kissing you.
Girl: I like someone.
Boy: Who?
Girl: Wait wait. I love someone.
Boy: Can you tell me?
Girl: Yeah, but you can't laugh.
Boy: Okay. I won't. Just tell me.
Girl: It starts with y & ends in u.
Boy: I like that person too.

Boy: So who do you like?
Girl: Oh some guy that doesn't like me
Boy: Well, then he is missing out
Girl: Haha…well who do you like?
Boy: Some girl who likes some guy who's totally missing out
Girl: Ok I have a question for you
Boy: Alright ask me.
Girl: What do you see when you look in my eyes?
Boy: You honestly wanna know?
Girl: Yeah..
Boy: My future

Boy: So what are we?
Girl: I don't know. What do you want to be?
Boy: Whatever makes you happy
Girl: I'm already happy. So what will make you happy?
Boy: You.

Girl says:
I can't promise you perfection, cause that is not who I am.
I can't promise you forever, cause I don't hold fate within my hands.
I can't promise you the sunshine, because I know there will be rain.
I can't promise you complete happiness; cause with true love, there comes pain.
I can't promise to always smile, cause life always has a way to make me cry.
I can't promise to always stand strong, cause it's never easy to want to give life another try.

Guy says:
I know you're not perfection.. to me, you're so much more.
I know we may not have forever, so I treasure every moment with you… in case another one isn't in store
Yes, I'd like the sunshine. But I'll stand with you through the rain.
Your happiness is my happiness. So I'll do whatever I can to ease your pain.
When I first saw you smile, I fell in love at once.
And even deeper I fell, the first time I saw you cry.
It was at that moment I realized, I wanted to protect you.
And always be the one to wipe the tears from your eyes.
I know that life is difficult, and has given you more than your fair share of pain and lies.
But that's why I'll be your strength when yours falls broken...
And give you my wings to fly.

Boy: Tell me a secret that you have never told anyone before.
Girl: You wouldn't want to know.
Boy: Yeah I do. If you tell me yours, I'll tell you mine.
Girl: I would rather not.
Boy: Please?
Girl: I love you.
The boy smiled and said, "That was mine too."

Girl: In case you didn't realize. My heart was just recently shattered into a thousand pieces.
Boy: In case you didn't realize. I want to glue all the pieces back together, even if it takes the rest of our lives.

Schweet. But LOVE? I don't even have an idea what it really is. All I know is that it's such a strong word.
Not to be used if you don't mean it / understand it.
Err.. Whatev.
. . .
But based from the post, I say it's not so bad at all.

Watadeiii.

5.20p ako naglog-out sa review center. Dumating ako sa bahay ng 10.15p. Laban ka??

Kamusta naman eh sa normal na araw, 1.5 hours lang yun. Kasama na traffic. Kainis.

Stranded. (Perstaym mo? OO. GRRRR )

Umaambon kasi pag labas ko eh nung nakarating ako sa sakayan ng Ayala malapit sa Gil Puyat, napa-back out ako sa habaaaaa ng pila. Kaya bumalik ako at imbis na dumirecho papuntang SM, tumawid ako ulit at sumakay ng Baclaran via Gil Puyat.

Isang malaking pagkakamali!!!

5.40p    sumakay ng bus sa Ayala
6.15p    kakapasok lang ng Gil Puyat
8.15p    asa tapat ng LRT Buendia
9:15p    Baclaran.. sa wakas

Timo!!! Yung Ayala to LRT halos three hours! Eh sa normal na araw wala pang 30 minutes yun!! Shet.

At dahil matiisin ang lola mo, nag-stay pa din sa bus at tenen!!! BAHA pala dun. OO. Dun sa may Gil Puyat/Leveriza/Pasay. Basta dun.

Linchak.

At hindi ko talaga tinangkang lumusong sa baha... hanggang tuhod eh. Wag na uy, hahayaan ko na lang umusok ang pwet ko sa upuan. Hmp.

At kung hindi pa masaklap yun, eto:
(1) Wala akong kasama.
(2) Gutom na ko.
(3) Masakit ang ulo dahil sa exam.
(4) May tawag ng kalikasan. (wahehe )
(5) Blurry na paningin ko.
(6) Pagod na.
(7) Pag dating ng Baclaran, wala pa kong masakyan.

SHETNESS.

Lesson:
Wag tamarin maglakad o pumila ng ubod ng haba papuntang SM...
Mas grabe ang aabutin.

Kaya hindi na ko dadaan sa Gil Puyat kahit ambon lang yan pramis!!! Hmp.

1. Ansakit na naman ng mata ko. Linchak. Pasulpot-sulpot. Last month, almost ebridey. Siguro kasi sa review, monitor kaharap ko. Nakaka-3 to 4 vids ako nun eh, so halos maghapon. Pag-uwi, internet naman. Ayun.. napagkakamalan pa kong umiyak/dorogista/emo. Haha! Tas nung natapos ako sa mga vids at booklet na (review) mejo napahinga.. intermittent na. Minsan masakit, minsan hindi. Pero ngayon, it's baaaack! Shet. Ayoko po mabulag  (Okei, OA. Haha! Pero pag gentong palagi na.. at may blurry epek.. Shet. Iskeyri kaya)

..pero gow pa din uminternet oh. Haha. Adik  

2. Review. Ok naman. Minsan feeling ko wala akong natututunan sa - - - - - -. Pag yung materials nila ang sinasagutan ko mukang wala akong pag-asa. Pero pag yung books nila Saunders, ayos naman. (yown, anyabang oh. haha. pag ako di pumasa, pede niyo kong batukan)

. . .

uhmm.. ok bawi. papasa ako!! shet.

3. Eto naman eh naisip ko lang at wala akong ibig sabihing masama.. hmm.. napansin ko lang to kelan lang nung nababad na ko sa may Ayala.

Uhmm.. Bakit bilang na lang ata ang mga lalaking istreyt??  Seryoso. Andami nang naglabasan at umamin recently na kakilala.. at yung mga natutunugan nila eh andami din.. (and by that, I mean, andameeee) Lam mo yung tipong deyr ebriwer.

Hala, kamusta naman ang mga girls kung bilang na lang ang istreyt?? Hmm.. Unless... uhmm.. ahh basta. Mali na ata ang ratio ng mundo. Don't get me wrong. I have nothin against the third, fourth, fifth gender or whatever your sexual orientation is. Napaisip lang talaga ako.. siguro kasi hindi ako ganun ka-aware dati?

Kaya pala andami nang single na girls.. at yung iba, bitter. Ehehe.. Pis.

4. Gusto ko na magwork. Seriously. Dati ayaw pero I take it back. Basta. At gusto ko malaki sweldo. Haha! Apir!

5. I want my old life back. (sabay hirit ng emo oh. shet) I miss the big group bonding, cam trips, kulitan, foodtrip, yung dorm, halakhakan, chismax na paulit-ulit lang.. yung sobrang komportableng feeling.. yung tipong susuko ka at tatahimik ka na lang sa sobrang di ka na makasingit sa kaingayan at ka-hyperan ng mga kasama mo.. yung tipong basta may matambayan lang at kasha ang lahat ok na.. kababawang masaya.. kumokonek ang lahat.. at kung minsan mang hindi kumonek, nalulusutan pa din ng laftrip. Asteeg.. basta LAHAT. Yung tipong madaming taong nakapalibot sayo. Lahat totoo. Lahat komportable. Walang ilangan. Walang plastikan.

I so badly want that life back...

*sigh*

At bago pa pumutok ang mga ugat ko sa mata, sige na.

Out.